Online School

I only have three more days of school left!! And well, I have mixed emotions. I am obviously very excited to be done with school and move on to summer. However, at the same time, leaving middle school also means a lot of changes in high school. I am not the best with changes, so that is definitely something I will continue to stress about, but you know I’ll get through it I guess. Now this year has not been easy. As many of you may know, I have depression and anxiety. Attempting to do all of my assignments without getting behind has been a struggle. I have quite a few missing assignments, and it’s been tough to get motivated, but I am working on them. Also, maintaining good grades is something that I didn’t really find specifically hard till this year. I was unfortunately not prepared for the workload, especially towards the end of the year. But with all of this, I guess I survived. Though, I am not done talking yet. Having a lot of work and loss of motivation to do it hasn’t been the only thing that’s been hard for me and others. It’s when teachers are not understanding of student’s situations. I just had a teacher give us a project which is due this weekend because he thought it would be “fun” for students. This is not fun and just adds more stress and my anxiety is a lot worse. Now, I am very understanding and know that this school year hasn’t been easy for teachers either, but the least you can do is help and support your students not give them a lot of work within such a short period of time. I know sometimes, the teachers can’t control it because there certaint number of assignments that needs to get done, but giving out last minute things that aren’t needed doesn’t help. Not only that, but having teachers who dont explain anything and just giving you work does not teach me anything. If anything, I have probably learned a lot more from tik tok than school( loll). Anyways, I know many students who are struggling just like me when assignments are given and we just don’t have the motivation to do it. However, we made it!! Throughout everything we have accomplished and faced this year, we are done(well almost at least). I’m glad I have been able to share a lot of my experiences and thoughts through my writing and hopefully let people know that they are not alone in what they are going through. Thanks for reading!